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Thursday, March 30, 2006

@O*$#&@(*#&!@#

I WANNA WATCH LOST SEASON 2!
AHHHHH!

Parents aren't allowing me to watch! Cause it ends at 12. BLEAH!

I WANNA WATCH LOST!
I WANNA WATCH LOST!
I WANNA WATCH LOST!
I WANNA WATCH LOST!!!!!!!!!

Damn it. I wanna get a video tape recorder. Then i can tape the show. ):

OHOH. I can watch on AXN (:(: I'm all smiley again. XD

9:39 PM

I love spring & flowers.



I WANNA GO SEE CLICK FIVE!!
Hey girl I wanna catch your wave
Hey girl I wanna drift away with you
Hey girl you gotta undertow
Hey girl, hey girl don't wanna let you go

Miss Wang kind of blew her top today. We were practising and she just stomped in and threw the papers on the floor. WOOO. Scary..

Got back my chinese test paper and i screwed it up. 14/50. Can you believe it? My first time failing my chinese paper): Valentina improved. SHE PASSED!! YAY! Must do better for the next test eh?

Then had CCA. Practice. Jamie and Siyi were missing after awhile. But when i went downstairs. They were holding my bag and my books(: Went to PS. Ate at yoshi. Talked. Chat.

So apparently, there's a renuion lunch at Seoul Garden tomorrow. And i only knew it today! There's going to be a crowd. Seoul Garden is going to earn big money tomorrow! HAHA.

It's going to be a fun day tomorrow!
( erm. you know what i mean)

(:

Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can't help myself
I dont want anyone else

She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for.

9:14 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Had practice after school. We had to do a 200 word reflection. I wrote less than a 100 words. But who cares. She won't go and count right!? HAHA.

Then went to hall to practice. Saw Jewel and Charis having chinese dance. We ended at around 4.30. Went to meet Jamie and Siyi and off we go.. We went to island creamery. ICE-CREAM! HEH. Waiting for the 4 tubs of ice-cream on saturday(:

OK. All the funny things started at island creamery...
Well. Siyi noticed barker guys entering island creamery. And we were talking about siyi and her being famous in barker cause of her brother, and luyi famous in smss being siyi's younger sister. HAHA. Luyi is adorable(: And BLAH BLAH BLAH.... Until she went to buy ice-cream. One of them said TEACHER. YOUR FAVOURTITE BOY'S SISTER..

I was kind of slow during that period of time. Cause i didn't quite understand what jamie and siyi were talking about..

Jamie: How about ____?
Siyi: NO!!!
Jamie: HAHA. Imagine ____ with your brother. Eh how about sam?
ME: *I didn't understand so i just kept eating my ice-cream*
Siyi: Yeah.

after awhile.

ME: NO WAY! NO! NO! NO!

Shit lar. my brain wasn't funtioning well then. And jamie was talking stuff that siyi and i didn't quite understand. Well. IT WAS funny..(:

Ok. it got kind of weird. Cause the barker guys came to get water for a few times.

ME: EH. Siyi. I think they come on purpose lei. Come see you!
Siyi: More like see you lor.

Then we were playing with water. And we kind of got the table really wet. Jamie and I refuse to go get the tissues. So Siyi had to go and get tissues a few times and the tissues were infront of the barker guys.

Siyi: Shit lar. I think they think on go on purpose eh.

just then, two of them came.

Guy one and two: HELLO.
Three of us: HELLO.
Guy two: Erm. Our teacher gave us 10 bucks and dare us to come talk to you girls.
( TEACHER?! dare boys to come talk to girls? FUNNNY...)
three of us: errr. okay?
Guy one and two shakes hands with siyi and started to chat with her. Jamie and I kept whispering and laughing...

Guy two: *gets a chair* Eh. What to take photo a not?* starts looking for one of the staff.*
(Three of us laughed cause his actions were damn funny.)
Guy two: You girls want ice-cream.
Three of us* keeps quiet*

He asked again, but we kept quiet. So they left.

Siyi: Aiyah. shit. The only time guys treat us ice-cream eh! And we reject.

It was damn funny lar. Cause of the actions and stuff. And they were pushing each other to come. AIYAH. SIYI LAR. Famous eh.

Then we left. And we kept laughing about the part where he asked whether we wanted to take a photo. HAHA. I got on the bus. Tried to sleep but the bus was too jumpy.

I'm off to study. Amaths, History, Emaths homework to finish. And Emaths revision test tomorrow.. Hate linear graphs and variations. I'm scared ): This post is damn long.

Everytime I go down your street,
I pray we'll meet .
I look around and nothing's changed
But all this time has separated us
Press rewind and stop the tape

Let's play it from the start,
And pause before we part
We're laying it down again.

7:19 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Monday, March 27, 2006

TEST TEST TEST..

Today, we had CHINESE TEST. EEEE. I don't like.
Ok. Mdm Tay took my paper away 5 minutes earlier than the rest of the class cause i was filing my papers. Isn't it the same as just telling me I THINK YOU'RE GOING TO CHEAT.

#($*&@$&*#@$!

How angry can i get?! oh. VERY!

Had meeting with Miss.Wang and got most of the stuff sorted out. Thank goodness.
Have practice tomorrow(: We're going to have fun. FUN FUN FUN. Make me laugh. I need more laughter. Laughing is good.

How random can this post get? I'm starting to get tired of blogging.

Talk to me like we did late last year. I miss the way I message every single minute. Especially when messaging you(:

7:45 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Sunday, March 26, 2006

Please Don't Tell Her by Jason Mraz

I hear she's kickin ass across the board
And rock two hundred thousand higher scorer
Just in time to save the world of being taken over
she's a warrior
i couldn't play again because the game it never ended
It never even landed on the can
And never let me in to spend my quarter
there's no love for me no more

say it isn't so
how she easily come, and she easy go
please don't tell her that i've been meaning to miss her
because i don't

she was the girl with the broadest shoulders
But she would die before i crawled over them
she is taller than i am
she knew i wouldn't mind the view there
or the altitude with a mouth full of air
she let me down and doubt came out until the now became later

say that it isn't so
how she easily come, how she easy go
please don't tell her cause she don't really need to know

that i'm crazy like the rest of us
and i'm crazier when i'm next to her

so why after the all of everything that came and went
I care enough to still be singing of the bitter end and broken eras
i told you i don't but
i am only trying to be the best with my attempt
To cure the rest is sure to lay me ease
The plural hurts of the words of reverse psychology
that's easier said
easier than done
please don't dare to tell her what i've become
please don't mention all the attention i have drawn
please don't bother cause she'll feel guilty when i'm gone

because i'm crazy like the rest of us
but i'm crazier when i'm next to her
and it's amazing how she's so self-assured
but i know she'd hate me if she knew my words
do i hurt anymore
do i hurt, well
i don't.

This is a song for a girl. And i'm a girl. So it's rather weird that I've heard this song for 53 times. It's like MAD. HAHA. I like the tune more than the words actually.(:

9:50 PM

I love spring & flowers.



I'm not old.
FOR THE LAST TIME, I'M NOT OLD!

Ben wants this to be the dedicated post. Sheesh. I ain't old.

There's nothing much to say about him. Only that he keeps calling me old.
Keeps calling me samOLDtha. Which is so not true. NOT TRUE.

I'm old? YOU'RE OLDER! HEH!

I can't think. This post is so random. HAHAHA.

Dad may lock my computer up one month before th exams. Locking up my computer will make me more sad than ever! ):

9:26 PM

I love spring & flowers.



AH SHIT.

While surfing YOUTUBE, i saw some videos from Jason Mraz's concert in Singapore.

It's like so damn nice. The songs and stuff. (*@#$&#@)(*$&@#
And i didn't go cause there were no seats. )):

Anyway, Sunday. Went to look at furniture. Saw many nice and interesting furniture.
Damn it. Parents says NO to everything. That's what i don't like.

If you expect yourself to decorate my room. Don't ask me to go to look for furniture. Cause pratically everyone i look at, you say NO. No is the definate answer to almost everything.

Like the organiser that was a full length mirror. It is like the one i have been trying to find for a thousand and one years. You say no. Seriously, I don't know how my room will turn out. You want to get my a face mirror when i wanted a full length mirror. What's that use of that? TO SEE HOW I LOOK LIKE. Not just my face. ): AH.

Came home. Slept. Did my homework. And i'm here. SIGH. I'm damn tired. I want to sleep already. Even though it's like only 7. And i haven't do anything.

I'm obessed with all of Jason Mraz songs. I think his singing is like WHOAH! Damn good.
Now it's GEEK IN THE PINK AND PLEASE DON'T TELL HER.

I really wonder what would happen if i bump into you if i go. Would you recgonise me?

6:44 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Saturday, March 25, 2006


BLOGGER IS DAMN SCREWED.
I LOAD TWO PICTURES. And now got error.
SHIT LAR.
I'M LIKE BURING NOW. I'M DAMN ANGRY!

11:22 PM

I love spring & flowers.





11:11 PM

I love spring & flowers.



TWODAY.

Went to serene to meet Ashley to study and for lunch.
This is kind of like the first time, I actually get something into my head. Studied maths.
And i realised that our maths is damn fast. It's faster than class 3/3!
Then went to get Ice-cream. And chatted about lots of stuff. It was funny, yet quite disturbing on one topic- you know what.

Seriously, I'm telling you, it's getting way out of hand. You wanna continue to be what you are being, be my guest. You're my friend and that's why I act in a certain way. If you were not my friend, DO YOU THINK I'LL BE LIKE THAT!? I dont' think so. If you read this, I think you know who you are. So, AH. you decide yourself.

Went to Jewel's house after that to do SS and History project. Kind of finished it. Then Jihae and I went on to meet Valentina, Soojung, Hartman and Nick?[ is it nick?] Went to get Fried Mars Bars.. I saw that Eve Hoon again.I always see her at far east. And with her same friend. Man. A nice hair cut she got. I'm going there with EVE HOON!

On the way to far east, jihae and I were like talking and things kind of happen. A series of events. HAH. kind of freaked out but yeah. It's over...(:

Then to hereen. Then to cine. Ate at pastamania. The food kind of sucked. EEEEEE.
Then we walked for awhile. Jihae and I went home. And i'm here.. as usual(:

To go or not to go. You asked me if i was going. What does that actually mean?

10:27 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Friday, March 24, 2006

Prefects commendation.

Left class at 12.3o and left school at 1pm.

Tammy, Dorothy and I were talking on the bus. AH. Then Tammy got distracted by "STUFF". And then we stopped.

We had to usher. My first time i'm ushering in my 14 years of life. Even though I'm neither a prefect nor a class and assitant monitress. I was the EXTRA people. HEH. But ushering was pretty fun. (:
This was the funny one. It may not be funny here. But that was THEN.

Tammy wanted to usher THEM. So when we saw THEM approaching, we stood next to her. Taking all other parents, students or teachers. So she would be the only one left. But in the end, She didn't usher THEM
I DID. She lar! Never usher and the teacher had to come out and see THEM and kind of scolded me for not ushering THEM.

HOW "NICE" IS THAT!?

So we went on ushering. Until the commendation had started. So we sat down.
I felt so bad. I fell asleep during the sermon. We kind of all fell asleep. HEH. We only woke up when he finished praying. :P

Anyway, usher were kind of the last to leave. During the commendation, Phyllis and I kept saying that we deserve to go the reception. THERE'S FOOD! We were all so hungry lar. We were like ' IT'S SO NOT FAIR. WE USHERED!!' HAHA. Lame but yeah, funny at the same time.

Went to long john with Jihae, Angelica, Charis, Valentina and Jewel after that. Then to Jihae's house. We kept screaming at the computer screen for some reason. (: Went home. And i did nothing except being online. HEH.

Wise men say only fools rush in
But I can't help falling in love with you
Shall I stay?
Would it be a sin
If I can't help falling in love with you.

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes,
Some things are meant to be
Take my hand, take my whole life too.
For I can't help falling in love with you

9:43 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Thursday, March 23, 2006

fToday was a rather sleepy day.

I kind of fell asleep during english. I was starving during amaths. I like the topic now. HEH.

It was kind of weird that they made us have PE after recess. Like wouldn't we vomit or something? hmmm..
So we ate, ran 3 rounds with is about 1.5km. HAHA. Training for napfa. I seriously want a gold!
I had a '3' last year so i had silver. COULD HAVE A GOLD LOR! BLEAH.

So after school. Had lunch with Jamie, Ashley, Sus, Dorothy and Rebecca. Stayed at school. We were doing our work. Until we started telling jokes and lame riddles and stuff. HAHA. Had CCA.
After CCA, Mwang had a meeting with us.

I can't get what's she's thinking. She's making me all so ARGH! #$Y@(#*$@.
I go to her and say MISS.WANG I DON'T HAVE THE TIME-TABLE.
She replies SAMANTHA! I WAS LIKE LOOKING FOR YOU YESTERDAY!
Then I went I WENT TO LOOK FOR YOU! YOU DIDN'T COME OUT! I WAITED!
Then she bragged YEAH!&U#(*$&#@*$)@#(*$#)@$. THEN I CAME OUT THINKING IT WAS YOU but couldn't find you *$&(#@*&$.

ARGH. Comes in....... and goes out. XD

So she goes talking about other stuff. And we go YEAH YEAH... OH. AH. YES. YES MISS WANG.

$(*&@#$(*&amp;amp;@#)(*$(*&@#$(*&amp;amp;@#)(*$&#)$&)#@. I TELL YOU. I would have backed out if i wouldn't have been the CCA points i'm going to get. It's only two more weeks. Two more weeks-----> It's going to be over.
amp;#)$(*&@#$(*&amp;amp;@#)(*$&#)$&)#@. I TELL YOU. I would have backed out if i wouldn't have been the CCA points i'm going to get. It's only two more weeks. Two more weeks-----> It's going to be over.
amp;)#@. I TELL YOU. I would have backed out if i wouldn't have been the CCA points i'm going to get. It's only two more weeks. Two more weeks-----> It's going to be over.

GLORIA IS OUR MASCOT. SARAH, JOY AND VALENTINA---> DOING OUT MAKE-UPs.
EVE'S THE COSTUME DESIGNER FOR MASCOT. HEH. Welcome to the team people!

Tomorrow's perfect commendation. Jihae's leaving at 11am. I only get to leave at 1pm. 3 hours with my invisible friend.

This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your memory?

9:59 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Wednesday, March 22, 2006

WHEN I FALL IN LOVE by NAT KING COLE

When I fall in love it will be forever
Or I'll never fall in love
In a restless world like this is
Love is ended before it's begun
And too many moonlight kisses
Seem to cool in the warmth of the sun

When I give my heart it will be completely
Or I'll never give my heart
And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I fall in love with you

And the moment I can feel that you feel that way too
Is when I'll fall in love with you

9:15 PM

I love spring & flowers.



TODAY school ended at 11am. cause we kind of got good O' level results.
Other schools had ONE DAY. We had 4 hours.

But at least we got something(:

I was suppose to go look for Miss.Wang. Couldn't find her!! She is so going to look for me tomorrow. Sigh.. What to do? She look for Siyi, she never come look for me ):

So we decided to go rent a VCD to watch. Rented 10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT YOU.
AWWW. The show was rather sweet. From a rough, "everyone staying a distance away from him" boy, to the all-so-romantic-sweet guy.. (: I wanna watch it again.

We were kind of wondering, if anyone found a Singaporean that will go through the same situation. okay. i don't really know how to describe it. HEH.

Tammy went for the school muscial auditions. While Jamie, Ashley, Sus and I headed to Blank Canyon to chat and they ate.

Waited for them. They came. Went home.

I'm going to load up pictures now!!

I thought about it on the bus. And realised that you haven't got to know me yet. NOT one bit. There's still a handful of stuff that YOU don't know. And i think that if you know, You may change. I want you to know but i'm afraid to take the risk.

8:26 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Tuesday, March 21, 2006

A few of my favourite songs.. [BORED BORED BORED!!]

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
-Scars, Papa Roach

Tell me when will you be mine
Tell me quando, quando, quando
We can share a love divine
Please don't make me wait again.
-Quando Quando Quando, Michael buble ft Nelly furtado

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
And others just dream of
others only read of the love
Oh, the love that I love
Love,love
-You and I both, Jason mraz

You, doing that thing you do
Breakin' my heart into a million pieces
Like you always do
And you, don't mean to be cruel
You never even knew, about the heartache
I've been going through
And I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do
Everytime you do that thing you do
-That thing you do, The wonders.

&#^(#&$.
I can't believe I couldn't go for Jason Mraz's concert! AHH!! ):

I started this post at 12.30 and only posted it up at 1.13. How nice.

I'm off to study. Laterrr.

12:54 PM

I love spring & flowers.



I'm bored. seriously ridiculously bored.

While everyone's at school listening to the teacher, or perhaps falling asleep or talking, I'm at home trying to find something to do.

I attempted to clear my closet. Threw away pratically half of what was in there. HAHA.
You know what that means. SHOPPING!! (:HAHA.

I'm surfing friendster now, and youtube, and letssingit.com. HAHA.
And there's nothing much to see now.

I get to go to school tomorrow! YAY!
This is such a random post. I can't think. GOODBYE.

Someday you'll find the place
It's the place where love takes over hate
Then you'll see all the things you do
Affect everyone around you

Then you'll see there's no fear at all
You held my hand, we took down that wall
As I looked at you with nothing to say
Now I understand why you pushed me away

I looked far and now I see
That the only one I needed was me.
- The last song, Hilary Duff

11:24 AM

I love spring & flowers.



Monday, March 20, 2006

Today was HORRIBLE):
Waking up at 3am to vomit sucks big time! Woke up at 4am again. I pratically woke up every one hour to vomit.
Seriously, I wanted to go to school so badly. Couldn't stay at home for another day. It's boring!!
I couldn't stand properly, there were white dots everywhere. So, didn't go to school.
Went to the doctor. Waited for about an hour to see her but was only in the room for less than 5 minutes. She said i had STOMACH FLU and HIGH FEVER. Great.... On MC for 2 days.
And I had a common test today! Slept for at least half the day. Kept sleeping, couldn't wake up.
So my temperature kept rising. Even the tears i cried were hot. HOW HOT IS THAT!?
I vomited about 9 times today. And it's freezing in my room now, but the air-con isn't on!

$#*($&E#@)$*

This isn't very good. And I'm skipping the first two days of term two. GREAT.

SOMEONE TALK TO ME! I'M SUPER BORED HERE! AND IN PAIN...

8:14 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Sunday, March 19, 2006

JOSH HARTNETT IS CUTE!(:

HAHA. Watching pear harbour for the third time.
Now that it has ended. I'm damn bored.

Trying to blog but nothing happened today.
All i did, was EAT and DO HOMEWORK.

That's my day. Sad):

School starts tomorrow. I don't feel like school's starting. I want to slept late everynight. I don't want to wake up at 6am tomorrow. I don't want to have common test tomorrow too. This is so stupid. Hate it.

I'm falling deeper in love with you.

Why do you always do this to me?
Why couldn't you just see it through me?
How come you act like this,
Act like you just don't care at all.
-Why by Avril Lavigne

9:18 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Jamie. IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU BAYYBEE! says:
THE WHOLE PLAN. like we'll all go barker at once in our cars. then play mahjong when we're pregnant.
samantha Knocks me off my feet. says:
HAHAAHAH
samantha Knocks me off my feet. says:
like a whole association thing?
Jamie. IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU BAYYBEE! says:
YEH!
Jamie. IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU BAYYBEE! says:
then i'll pick my daughter up from ST MARGS and everyone will go. OMGOSH SO COOL.
Jamie. IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU BAYYBEE! says:
and then i'll go barker to pick up my son and everyone will go. OMGOSH SO COOL. in a lower voice!
samantha Knocks me off my feet. says:
HAHAHAHAHHAH!
samantha Knocks me off my feet. says:
so you're going to send your kids to SMSS and barker?
Jamie. IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU BAYYBEE! says:
yeh.
Jamie. IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU BAYYBEE! says:
then i'll teach my daughter the values of ignoring barker boys.
samantha Knocks me off my feet. says:
man. i haven't even thought of that


JAMIE! that conversation was rather funny. HAHA. we'll plan again. it's all about the planning.
Everyone's talking about the Queen in town. Man. i wanna see her in the layers of clothing(:

4:12 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Saturday, March 18, 2006

I love my nails!
Too bad, one more day. And i've to cut my nails.

I just realised i've more work to do.
No worries. i still have tomorrow!
I shan't get distracted by the computer!

Social studies, Emaths, and chinese.

I want a love that's on the square
Can't seem to find somebody
Someone to care
And I'm on a lonely road that leads to nowhere
I need a Sunday kind of love

(:

Eve says i should changed my parting to side parting, then to cut layered fringe and then leave the curls at the end. I shall see about that(: HAHA.

11:32 PM

I love spring & flowers.



FRIDAY.

The first day and last day i'm going out during the holidays.

It's kind of stupid that they called this MARCH HOLIDAYS but i've to go back for 5 days. I ponned the fifth day. Slept till 10 and the thing ends at 10. How smart. HAHA.

Went to meet Soojung and Valentina. They went clubbing, I was at home.. doing something:)
Then went to meet soojung's friend. One of them went to pierce her tongue. HAHA. Valentina was so excited! I ate my FRIED MARS BARS. After a huge period of time, i finally get to eat it! It was stupidly NICE. HAHA.

Went to meet Mum and Brother for dinner. Went to hougang central or hougang mall or something. I sure need to get familiar with that place soon. I shall go there one day. Bought sandals since mine is about the break. Saw this really nice sandals. Sadly, NO SIZE 40! #*&@#$. I DO NOT like my feet. Seriously, i hate the size. I can't find nice and comfortable slippers to wear! Bought some cute clips. And the macs milkshake kind of sucked. It kind of tasted like STRAWBERRY BISCUIT instead of milkshake.

And i had to drink it cause my brother couldn't finish it. YUCKS.

Went to sleep. And woke up cause i hear some water sound. MY BROTHER WAS VOMITING AT 3AM! And some got onto my bag. YUCKS): Ok. he's got some food poisoning or something. What to do. He ate so much. He was vomiting throughout the night or should i say MORNING.

I'm tired. I want to take a nap. later..

5:56 PM

I love spring & flowers.



So , i blogged the photos up. YAY! CCA OUTING PHOTOS.
That's GLORIA.
Siyi, Me, Eve and 1/4 of Ashley's face
Credits: ASHLEY(:

Tammy, Jamie, Siyi. I screwed this photo up.
Siyi looks like an ANT here. HAHA!

Attempted this jump plenty of times.



few of us. and the four fingers behind

We were trying to act like socialites. we FAILED..
IIII LOVE THIS PHOTO!!!(:

there's like MORE PHOTOS.. From Elaine. All the nice photos are with her...

5:22 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Thursday, March 16, 2006

CF OUTING ROCKED MY SOCKS!


Met at school. I was a bit late. HEH.

Got onto the bus. Started to take photos with Elaine. I brought my RETRO glasses.
Went to East Coast. Settled down. And we had praise and worship. We started to shout and sing.

Started with games. GROUP 4 ROCKS OKAY!?! Even if we didn't win, WE STILL ROCK!
HEH. SIYI, JACINTH, ISABELLE, JASLYN, JANICE, SYLVIA ROCKS!! HAHA.

The whole station thing was kind of tiring. Sus's group tricked us. We tricked Tammy's group. So all of us went all over the park. I've two blisters now, thanks to my slippers. (:

The food station was the worst. We were just stuffing everything into our mouths! HAHA. Just to get more points.

Had cheer meeting with Miss.Wang. And ended really quickly cause we were rushing through. Went to the beach. Took plenty of photos! More jumping photos to add to my collection! HAHA. LOVE THEM ALL!!:)

Went walking around. And no, i ain't a lesbian. mind you!Stupid people... Here's the conversation in the cab with Hazel, Siyi, Jamie and I.

Jamie: HAZEL! what time you need to get back?
Hazel: 7pm
Siyi: EH! you all want to come to my house anot!?
Jamie: Hazel! can anot? very fast one lar.
Hazel: ok lor.
ME: HAHA. OK.
Jamie: OK. off to siyi's house. UNCLE. sorry hor. change place. go to _________...


We kind of change the places we wanted to go first about 3 times. HAHA. So, off to siyi's house. Hazel was the only sec one. And there were 3 sec threes.

Jamie: Hazel. Now you see how we go wild.
Samantha: After today, you see how i go wild with them. Or how i CAN go wild.
Siyi: HAHAH.
Hazel: *keeps quiet.


HAHA. Hazel's so funny. She just sits there and laugh. Can't blame here. If i was her, i'll be sitting down doing nothing! Jamie raided Siyi's closet. And found funny clothes in it. HAHA.
JAMIE! We shop for her, not shop with her. HAHAHA.

Went home after that. Slept on the bus. Had steak for dinner. ARGH! I can't go ice-skating tomorrow.

SAM AND EVE DAY IN JUNE. i decided, my name should come first.. Cause i'm elder(:


9:56 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Wednesday, March 15, 2006

SWIMMING AT ROULA'S PLACE PHOTOS
[ something is wrong with blogger! I can't blog anymore photos!]

Angelica and I.
OUR BLOGS!



SPORTS DAY AND KAMPONG GLAM PHOTOS.






10:19 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Tuesday, March 14, 2006

At Roula house now. Sleeping over.

It's currently 2.45am and i'm not sleeping. I've leadership training at 9am tomorrow. How on earth am i going to wake up. You tell me. Never will i wake up in time.

Unless i was at home lar.

Went to school for leadership training today. Rather boring. ok. VERY BORING! Sat there for 3 hours. I was..... okay, not saying it here. After that, went to Roula's house. Swam and played.

Then we just sat there and took photos. PLENTY OF PHOTOS!!! :)
Ate pizza hut and 1/4 of instand noodles for dinner. Started to talk after dinner.

Came back. Angelica used the computer. HAHAH. we chatted and webcamed. HAHAH. Tonight is the funnist night while using the webcam. The gayness and stuff. And the lame jokes that MICHELLE were making. Seriously, i laughed my head off. HAHAHA. My stomach is in pain now!!

I think i'm going to go back to talking. Roula, Michelle and Angelica are on the phone. Laughing and laughing. And i'm here blogging. Okay, they changed their minds, they started making lame jokes again. HAHAH..

Can't load the photos here. got to get it from them tomorrow:)

LOVE ME FOR ME<3

2:39 AM

I love spring & flowers.



Sunday, March 12, 2006

I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cause I'm in love with you


How I wish I'll get to see you somewhere, anywhere.

11:35 PM

I love spring & flowers.



LEARNING JOURNEY.
Well, it wasn't that fantastic. We went to the malay heritage gallery and little india.
I shall not brag about it. HAHA. The only time when i had fun when i got my henna. HAHA.

Came back when i could have walked back home from the restaurant. ARGH. They didn't allow me to go back home. Insisted that i've to go back to school. BLEAH.

Went back, went to macs with Angelica, Jihae, Charis and Valentina.
And no, i'm not going to talk about the blushing thing here. not here. HAHAHA.
CHARIS! I AIN'T A CHILLI OR A TOMATO!

POKKA CONERT III[saturday]

Went to school. then to serene's to eat.
came home and got changed. Went out again for the school band concert.
Met Patricia at cityhall. Walked to Victoria Concert Hall. Waited for Jewel, Charis and Valentina to come.
HOLY WAS LATE! AND HE WAS HOLDING ON TO OUR TICKETS!
We thought we had to wait till the interval. But they let us in in the end. Thank goodness.

..................................................... TIME PASSED..........................................

And the concert ended. But no, they bunch of guys had to shout ENCORE!! So they had an encore. And the encore was the best part of the whole concert! HAHA.
After the encore, they shouted again. @#(%*&#$()@*#. I was already dying from hunger!
But they didn't in the end:)

Patricia disappeared after the concert. that girl.

So Jewel and I went to makansutra for dinner while the rest went to jihae's restaurant to eat. Didn't manage to eat my chocolate fondue cause it was late and because SOMEONE disappered.

Went home. Got really tired. Slept.

CITY HARVEST[sunday]

Met Jamie at Kembangan MRT and took a train to expo. Went to city harvest for the first time.
Man. Let me tell you, it was way cool. It was super big. Com praise was great. The dance was WAYYYYYYY COOL! They were so professional. The choir is BIG. But the sermon was rather short.

But on the whole, IT WAS GOOOOOOD:)

Went to Jamie's house after that. We were discussing after some cheer thing. And then, it was LITTLE FIGHTER 2.5.
I can't believe i played it. Jamie got me hooked on it. Not that i'll play anymore after today. But yeah, she got my playing that game for at least 3 to 4 hours!! Went home after that.

Jamie's dream isay freaky. I'm straight and i shall say it again I'M STRAIGHT! no more of your weird dreams jamie!

tomorrow's leadership training. then to roula's house!!

6:54 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Thursday, March 09, 2006

WATCH IT! I LOVE THIS SONG! OMGOSH! I LOVE IT! I LOVE IT SO MUCH! :)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=h8wkLG5WV-c

If anyone has the song, TELL ME! I want it!!


If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room

10:06 PM

I love spring & flowers.



WILL YOU FALL FOR ME? -Delta Goodrem

My head's full of thought
Thoughts of you
And I'm distracted so easy
Thinking what to do
So unsure, so unfamiliar


Am I wrong to think that something could happen?
Will you fall for me
I need to know, the way I'd like you to
Baby, will you fall for me ?
The way I've fallen for you


I'm not like myself
And I'm playing the role of someone else
And my hearts beating so fast
I can't stop it
And I'm so unsure
So unfamiliar


Am I wrong to think that something could happen?
Will you fall for me
The way I'd like you to
Will you fall for me ?
The way I've fallen for you


The way I've fallen for
Fallen for, fallen for you
For you,
So unsure, so unfamiliar

Am I wrong to think?
That something could happen
Was I wrong to think?


Will you fall for me
The way I'd like you to

Will you fall for me
The way I've fallen for you

8:09 PM

I love spring & flowers.



SPORTS DAY...

wasn't what i expected. nothing was really delayed. yeah lar. Not what i really expected. Cause i thought sports day was screwed up.

Cheerleading was the best part. Something went wrong with the speaker when it was tolley's turn. COOKE WON FOR CHEER! WOOHOO! And their cheer shirt is freaking cool. I was asking the girl to do it for me. She just smiled.): The shirt is damn nice. It's hand-made somemore!!

So cooke's cheering for like 4 hours continously didn't go to waste. Love cooke! Always do!

Cooke was sitting next to gage-brown. The one and only compeititor. Always crashing into their cheers. But in the end, we're like good friends. HAHAH.

C is for COOKIE and it's good enough for me! :)

Cooke came in third overall. Sad. Gage-brown won overall for the 4th year already. They got all the damn fast runner lar. NOT FAIR NOT FAIR! HAHA.

The most shocking thing that happened today was the SMPS primary 6 track team came in first, beating all the other sec ones. THE FREAKING SHOCKING THING! Sec school lost to pri school. sigh..

Went to cine after that. Watched BIG MAMA'S IN THE HOUSE 2! Damn funny. Before that we were sitting outside the arcade. Trying many ways to get into the arcade itself. It was quite boring lar. That point of time. After the movie, went into i21. Love that place!

Went home after that. Tomorrow's learning journey. Destination----> Little India. HEH! It's eating time! And shopping for accessories! HEH.

SUNBURNED! And i don't like it. I'm like a apple now. RED! RED! even my arms are red. WHAT IS THIS!?!?

How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues?
Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused
You're the only thing that's on my mind

If I could only hold you now,
Make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face.

7:33 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Wednesday, March 08, 2006

*()_#@#@* MY POST GOT DELETED.

ARGH.

Had MRT today. Jewel and I finished it in like 15 to 20 minutes. But i doubt i'll pass. Or maybe a JUST PASS or something.

I slept for the next 35 to 40 minutes. A really good nap. I kept having those shocking feeling. Like I feel down or something. Went i woke up, looked at the sec 2 level. WHOAH. So many people walking around. 75 schools is alot for a humanities challege. MAN.

SMSS is once again holding the humanities challege. It's really cool. Last year, Jihae, Patricia and I attended the finals. It was really funny. Cause we were running in the rain to get back in time. I can remember that day really clearly. It was the day that i nearly crashed with a bicycle. HAHA. We were all soaked and went into the really cold air-con hall.

And there was this guy from RI. HEH. He looked like ____ and ____. HAHA. Really cool.

Went to queensway to get my ultra super long skirt altered. Ate curry rice. Before that, Jihae went to get her ears pierced. She was shaking. I'm ain't piercing my second hole no more man. HAHAH.

Went to macs. Then got my skirt. WENT TO IKEA! E-K-AR or I-KE-AR. weird lar. I don't know. HAHA. Found so many good stuff there. I'm so going decoration shopping for my new room. HEH. Took bus with jihae. Slept till the bus reached my bus-stop.

Tomorrow is sports day. All the way to clementi. dreading.

Ever since the minute I saw your face,
I knew I wanted to be in that place next to you
Now I'll spend my whole life trying
To be the one that's inside your arms
And I'll try to give back


Did anyone try too hard?
Well I guess I did
I guess I did alright
She'll break He broke my heart

9:05 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Tuesday, March 07, 2006


love this picture!
LEGSSSS..
It kind of look like siyi is so happy that jamie is defending siyi. And gloria is like WHAT!!??

I need more photos jamie!! That was all you put up on your blog! PUT MORE! PUT MORE!

As you can see, i'm only in the second photo. Cause i was the one taking the photos! SEEE gloria, I'm the one that's suppose to get credits! HAHA! Gloria is trying to steal all the credits from me!

Today was a rather boring day again. Didn't do much. I failed my history assignment. Damn. Almost 3/4 of the class failed... by ONE MARK! He said he was too generous blah blah blah. And no, i wasn't depressed or something. I wasn't even listening. HAHA. i was killing some stuff around the table. HAHA.

Went to serene for lunch with Jihae, Jewel, Valentina and Charis. Went back to school. Had camp committee meeting which was at 3. But i reached there at 3.40. Was so late. Wasn't my fault. Someone told me it was at 3.30!! Who was it!?!? HEH.

Was at the bus-stop waiting for the bus. Was taking so long to come. Saw little twins. OMG. Those little two boys were so cute. They were pointing at their mum the whole time talking in some foreign language. But they were soooo cute!!:) Got on the bus, slept throughout. Was so tired. And i nearly missed my stop. HAHA.

I'm tired. I've got BK to eat! HEH. later!!

I don't care what you might think about me.


5:43 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Monday, March 06, 2006

I wanna be with you
If only for a night
To be the one who's in your arms
Who holds you tight


I wanna be with you
There's nothing more to say
There's nothing else I want more than to feel this way
I wanna be with you


I've a urge of putting all the lyrics of my favourite songs here. HEH:)

8:59 PM

I love spring & flowers.



OH MY SHIT.

Jihae just told me that Auntie needs to be go for an operation. I was shocked for a moment.

But Auntie's okay now. Thank God.

Today was a okay okay day. See the way i put the OKAY OKAY.
I was doing last minute studying for amaths matrix. Well, I didn't know how to do my simultaneous equations. I suck at that. Definately suck at it.

Everything went quite well. Okay. I failed my comprehension. Quite dissapointing. I never fail for compre. But yeah. I failed my summary lar. 3/20. It's like so dissapointing. I need to buck up man. ALOT!

Wasn't really concentrating during biology even though a copy a bunch of notes down. It was just plain copying. Nothing was really getting into my head. Didn't have common test. Finally, one week without common test! :) But we had this worksheet that was pretty easy.

After school, went to serene with Jamie, Ashley, Tammy. Talked, crapped and did our work. Tammy couldn't study there. But Ashley, Jamie and I kind of got some homework done. HEH. Went home. And i'm here. HEH. Always here.

What is it about you,
That makes me want to stay?
Is it all the love?
Or is it just the pain?


listen boy, I can't live like this another day,
No one's real, no one feels, no one stays

8:18 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Sunday, March 05, 2006

For You I will by Teddy Geiger

Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair round you finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cause I could fall asleep in thoose eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crosses you in the hallways
A thousand times, no more camouflauge
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would

That's what I'd do
That's what I'd do
That's what I'd do, to get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will


for___ i will. I hope you understand how i feel.
I feel damn crappy now.

9:10 PM

I love spring & flowers.



I keep thinking today's saturday. Cause i was able to go out from 10 in the morning to 5 in the evening ON A SUNDAY!

Went to suntec to queue at 10. Valentina messaged me and told me she was going to be late. So i got out of the queue.

Met her. Went to carl's junior. DUDE. I love the burger. guacamole or something. I don't know. HAHAHA. Valentina's leg kind of hurt really badly so we went on a really fast shoe shopping. I was bugging her to chose any shoe cause i didn't want to go to the over-flow room at new creation. HAHAHA.

Ok. I kind of rushed there and so did she. We were just in time for the 3rd service. Valentina fell asleep during sermon. It was funny. I enjoyed it. I haven't been to church for 11 weeks. I felt so good able to go to church. My dad thinks it's bullshit. Well, what can i say.... that I'M GOING TO CHURCH NEXT WEEK AGAIN!

I'm going to city harvest with jamie next week. HEH. It's all the way at bedok! The other end of Singapore lor. SO FARRRRRRRR. I have to wake up super early. HAHAH.

I could have seen you today:(

5:59 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Saturday, March 04, 2006

Today was a rather boring and not interesting day. My brother is hooked onto the computer cause of his stupid maple game. he refuses to let me use. i can't take it. HAHAHA.

so since it's a boring day. there's nothing to blog about.
Going new creation tomorrow with valentina and maybe roula. Then i don't know what i'm going to do cause my grandma is coming to my house.. AGAIN!
I shall make serious decisions tomorrow.

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel


I love having girly chats with Jamie, Ashley and Tammy:)



11:33 PM

I love spring & flowers.



I've got a crush on you by michael buble

I've got a crush on you, sweetie pie
All day and night time give me sign
I never had the least notion that
I could fall with so much emotion

Could you coo, could you care
For a cunning cottage we could share
The world will pardon my mush
'Cause I have got a crush, my baby, on you

Oh, could you coo, baby
Could you care
For a cunning cottage we could share.
Now, the world will pardon my mush
Cause I've got a crush
You know I got it bad for you.



AW MAN. I like the lyrics.
I've a crush on you. serious.

12:02 AM

I love spring & flowers.



Friday, March 03, 2006

THE SEC 3 TEAM GOT INTO THE FINALS!!

OMGosh. We were pratically screaming when Miss.Wang said " We're please to inform you..."
And then we started screaming and jumping and screaming again. I'm so "GAY" now.. HAHA.
I was in shock for like 10 minutes going around smiling and smiling and laughing. I can't believe we made in through with the ZOO song[ they thought we used the background music from a zoo song]:) Well, it all goes to VANESSA QUEK AND AMANDA BAY AND NOT FORGETTING THE 20 GIRLS WHO WAS AND IS ON THE TEAM!!! There's going to be a conference and i'm decided not to volunteer myself..

But if we're not committed, we're going to be pulled out from the team. And the finals is in April. And our exams are in May. I'm going to be so busy again. We were already so busy for the semi-finals. How NOT TO BE not busy for the finals!!??

Today was really funny. After the screaming part, Jamie, Siyi, Tammy, Sus and Dorothy and I went to plaza sing to have lunch. Ate yoshi:) We were talking about previous camps that we went to. The worst one was in primary 5. I just found out that the TWO LEADERS that we're in the same dorm was AWAKE when the "sec ones" came in to SABO us. The two leaders, SIYI AND I LAR. HAHA. Siyi and I had planned the time for all of us to wake up. And only WE TWO woke up. AMAZING isn't it? HAHA!!

I'm in this years CF CAMP COMMITTEE! WOOHOO! I didn't go for last year's one. This year is going to be a blast! We'll make sure of that. Especially the Amazing race around Singapore they did last year. Hilarious.

One of the question was " what's the cousin of breadtalk?" Another one was " What's the brand of the escalators at Ikea?" Complicating but fun. HAHA!

Went to Jamie's house after that. wasn't suppose to stay for long. But we ended up staying there for nearly 2 hours. HAHA. We were looking and doing really random and funny stuff. Jamie and Siyi, the act act lesbian couple were trying to make kissing photos. It was funny. Jamie scared Siyi when she suddenly grabbed her head and did the FAKE kiss. HAHA. But too much risk, the photo is not going to be loaded up. It looked seriously REAL! REAL! AND REAL!!

Siyi asked me to go to her house for dinner. But i didn't. Went home for dinner instead despite not eating since 2 something. And i was starving.HAHA.

Jamie's Dad sent Siyi back home and sent me to the MRT station. The bus-stop was kind of ULU. Kind of scared the heck out of me cause no one was there and it was freaking dark. HAHA. Came home. Trying to get Jamie to send me the photos that we loaded up today. I love JAMIE.

She's going to be my kindess cheer compeitition partner again! I love her!!:)

Had so much fun and i really laughed alot. Thanks for making my day<3

11:18 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Thursday, March 02, 2006

I LOVE JASON MRAZ!!

Had CF today. After Cf, Prisca said she wanted to tell us a story. So we all sat down like little kids listening to bedtime stories:) The story lasted for a whole 20 minutes. And it was all about GREEN PING PONG BALLS. Stupid. I felt like an idiot after sitting there for 20 minutes listening to a story without an ending. WTH.

After that, Jamie took out her carema. We started snapping the whole way through while waiting for the girls to be done with tomorrow's chapel practice. Jamie and Siyi wanted to take more LESBIAN-LIKE photos like how i took the other time. They took so many. Suddenly i was dragged in. So Jamie was announced as a PLAYBOY? PLAYGIRL? i don't know. HAHAH.

We took alot of weird photos. We pulled siyi pants down. it kind of sounded like we were trying to rape her or something. HAHA. But it was really weird photos of our legs and heads and fingers. HAHAHA.

Took 153 and decided to take it all the way to KOVAN. guess what, i reached home only at 8. It was like a freaking one hour long ride. HAHA. Lucky I had Gloria to accompany me the whole way through. That Gloria always bullying me, her senior. I'll bully her back. She better watch out! HAHA:)

OK. so band concert is at victoria concert threatre. Now, how the heck do i get there!!??

Get a load of me, get a load of you
Walkin' down the street, and I hardly know you

It's just like we were meant to be

Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you?
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you?

9:33 PM

I love spring & flowers.



Wednesday, March 01, 2006

well, it's currently 10.17pm

and i'm not suppose to be online by the way
but, i got my mum's permission:) My dad is so going to kill me...

My MP3 is giving me problems again. can't load the song up! ARGH.
Crash by gwen stefani is stuck in my head.
PUT YOUR HANDS UP! PUT YOUR HANDS UP! YOU GOT IT! YOU GOT IT...

HAHA. I just killed a thousand and one brain cells just trying to finish my english homework. Of all people, i had to research on OLIVIA LUM. She's the easiest to reaseach on, but still... It's tiring me out. HEH.

I took 3 minutes to type what is above. gosh..
I'm being lame. I'm tired. I'm going to sleep even though it's early.
I can't afford to sleep during classes tomorrow. :)

NIGHT PEOPLE. It's two more days to friday!

and where the hell is the band concert next saturday? school?? someone tell me!!!!

10:14 PM

I love spring & flowers.