Saturday, December 31, 2005

These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And there was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair

I love spring & flowers.

Friday, December 30, 2005

More Than Anyone

You need a friend
I'll be around
Don't let this end
Before I see you again
What can I say to convince you
To change your mind of me?

I'm gonna love you more than anyone
I'm gonna hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm gonna love you more than anyone

Look in my eyes, what do you see?
Not just the color
Look inside of me
Tell me all you need and I will try
I will try

I'm gonna love you more than anyone
I'm gonna hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm gonna love you more than anyone

Free for you, whenever you need
We'll be free together, baby
Free together, baby

I'm gonna love you more than anyone
I'm gonna hold you closer than before
And when I kiss your soul, your body'll be free
I'll be free for you anytime
I'm gonna love you more than anyone
I'm gonna love you more than anyone

I love spring & flowers.

How did i fall in love with you?

What can I do to make you mine?
Fallen so hard, so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do?
How did I fall in love with you?

Things seem to have gone well today.
Angelica and Mich came to my house today.

Used the computer.
They were staying for dinner so my mum cooked.. BUTTER PRAWNS!
YUMMY. HAHAHA!

They went back at around 10.

I hear your voice and I start to tremble
Brings back the child that I resemble
I cannot pretend that we can still be friends
Don't wanna be alone tonight

I wanna say this right,and it has to be tonight
Just need you to know
I don't wanna live this lie
I don't wanna say goodbye
With you I wanna spend the rest of my life

What can I do to make you mine?
Fallen so hard, so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew...
How did I fall in love with you?

I've been feeling so emotional this days. I hate this feeling. How did i fall in love with you anyway? Maybe it isn't love. But how did i even like you?

School's starting and i can't go on feeling this way!
It'll just ruin me.

I just hope that 2006 will be a better year. A great start and definetely a great ending.

Anyone, New year eve?

I love spring & flowers.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

The show is so good! I love it! It's so interesting. Right from the beginning to the end.
And i think Lucy's really cute and adorable. Peter's cute. The more you look at him, the cuter he gets! HAHA! GO WATCHED IT AND YOU'LL NEVER REGRET!

Before that we went to eat yoshi and used ashley's new ibook[ is it? ibook? or something else?]
since yoshi as wireless connection. So cool. No one was really online so couldn't do much. The thing was so cool! I love it so much.

Would anyone be kind enough to get me a ipod? or a laptop? or something nice for new year?!? HAHAHAHA. I was going around the shop asking for everything! I like everything inside. SO COOL! haha.

After the show, went back home. And i feel totally weird now.

Emotional at least. Just really, don't make me feel that i've a chance of getting to know you more. If you're serious, then go on with it. But if you're not and just doing it for fun, i hope you tell me truthfully. Don't go on cause it's making me wonder alot.

For all I know, you could be near
and every breath I take, you could feel
For all I know, you're just a thought that crossed my mind
What I wouldn't give to live that thought of mine.

Cause all I know is I need you here
And all I have, I would give away so I could save these tears
All I feel, oh I tried so hard to not feel
It's killing me

For all I know, you forgot me
For all I know, you're different, completely
And everything we had was never what I thought it was
But for all I know, oh it was love.

Now everyone has a name
And every face always somehow looks the same
I always feel so alone, especially when it rains
For all I know, boy, you do the same

Yeah I didn’t know that I need you here
All I had, I gave away cause I was still afraid to feel
All I feel, oh I tried so hard to not feel
It's killing me,

I love spring & flowers.

I love spring & flowers.

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

I love spring & flowers.

Monday, December 26, 2005

Have you ever been in love
You'd do anything, to make them understand
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start



Went to toa payoh to eat brunch with family. Dim sum, my favourite. yumyum.
Anyway, everyone had arrived so we really started to eat. 2 tables, so our family was separated.

It's been so long since i saw my cousin, Jane. She lost so much weight and grown so much prettier. HAHAHA. And i felt so young, since i was the second youngest in the family. Yeah, felt so young. Hehe.

And i just realised that one of my cousin is a commander. HAHAHA. And he pinched my brother until he cried.

Brother: *crying
Cousin: SORRY LAR! DONT" CRY DON'T CRY!
Brother:*still crying
Other cousin: WAH! COMMANDER BULLY PEOPLE! Nvm, [faces my brother] you can tell the world that a commander bully you. Then the world will go after him!
Everyone: LAUGHS!

It was lame. But funny. Cause my brother couldn't stop crying. HAHAHA.
They continued talking. We started at 12am and ended at 3 plus! And there were still so many people qeueing up for tables. HAHAHA.

Got home. And i'm clinging on to the computer already! HAHAHA. Going to play! BYEBYE!

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry
Have you ever needed somethin' so bad you can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right

I love spring & flowers.

Sunday, December 25, 2005

I love spring & flowers.

Thursday, December 22, 2005

I love spring & flowers.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Everybody's gatherin round that Christmas tree
We're laughin and talkin and singin so merrily
There's pumpkin pie and toys, happy girls and boys,
But what's the proper meaning, behind this Christmas joy?

NUTCRACKER!

Nutcracker was great! You could really see that the techniques really mastered well! OMG!
You people should have gone see it. It was funny, those 'lil kids were adorable, lovely and make sus, dorothy and i hungry cause they were GINGERBREAD MAN! HAHAHAHA.
I don't regretted paying that 15 bucks and spending 2 and a half hours sitting in a cold freezing hall watching it.
WE clapped till our hands turned super duper red! HAHAHA. Nothing in my vocabulary could desciribe how nice the dance was. 'Cos maybe this was my first time watching something like this but. I can admit.. it's NICE! NICE! AND VERY NICE!

I'm so glad i caught it before i leave for MALAYSIA! SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING! HAHAHAH!

Going to leave in 8 hours. Not suppose to be on the computer. But yeah. I sure need to do my stuff before i go on holiday! HAHAHAHA!

I FINALLY FOUND PEOPLE TO GO TO SENTOSA WITH! YAY! SO HAPPY! WOOHOO!

BYE PEOPLE! DON'T MISS MEEE! HAHAHAHA!


Celebrating Jesus, that's what Christmas means to me
It's the birthday of the One, who makes to blind to see
He purchased my salvation, way back on Calvary
I'm celebrating Jesus, that's what Christmas means to me

I love spring & flowers.

CCIS! CCIS! CCIS! CCIS! CCIS! CCIS!

CCIS was great yesterday.

Went to school for more practises and headed down to orchard.
The bus didn't seem to like us cause it took so damn long to come! In the end, two 174s came.
One single decker and one double decker.

Tammy, Jamie, Sus, Dorothy, Tammy and I were freaking out upstairs. We kept imagining the amount of people to be there. HAHAHA.

Went to the ladies to get our make-up done. YES jamie, me and my expensice YSL make-up! HAHAHA!

We started to panic. So we start to sing carols to calm us down. Those little children dancing to jingle bells were so adorable. hehe. Our turn came and we kept doing those big hug things! HAHA.

Our turn came and go so quickly. Then it was the band. Here was the funny part. A bus full of tourist had stopped RIGHT INFRONT OF THE STAGE! And we could see the million and one caremas flashing out light. HAHAHA.

Went to cafe cartel after that to get dinner. I ordered a pathetic sundae which i've mistaken as a float. Damn. Dorothy and I shared some ribs thing. YUMMY! hehe.

Tammy and Dorothy were going nuts over two american guys who walked past them. And the thing was, they kept asking me to take photos! ARGH! HAHAHA.

We walked down from cine to orchard MRT station. Stopping here and there to take photos or to listen to songs. We went crazy. Jumping here and there. It was so funny. HAHA. Went back home. And slept. Was so tired.

GOING TO WATCH NUTCRACKER TODAY! YAY!

GOT TO GO PACK FOR TRIP TO MALAYSIA TOMORROW! SO HAPPY!
Christmas gifts will arrive after christmas! My hair will turn white while finding you people's PERFECT gifts! HAHAHA!

I love spring & flowers.

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

PROJECT RUNWAY!

AH! FREAK. So wendy's still in. and robert's out.

I bet wendy's going to be booted out next week.

PEOPLE PEOPLE! TOMROROW AT 10.30PM
---> AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL!
GO WATCH!

8 more hours. SIGH...

I love spring & flowers.

Monday, December 19, 2005

DONE BY TIFFANY

It was after a long and fun day Girl and Guy had together. There they stood at the highest skyscraper in the world[HOW DO EVERYONE WISH!], with the breeze blowing at girl's hair and the stars reflecting her deep brown eyes, making her seem so radiant and beautiful. [ YEAH RIGHT!]
Guy felt so unfortable, he was urging, urging to ask a question that would change their lives forever.
Inching closer and closer to her[?] , nervous and afraid.
When she noticed him, her eyes met his. She turned and smiled, her smile made him shake. When he knelt down,

Girl: oh get up get up(: what are you doing?

Guy: ..Girl, i've been with you ever since, and now i want you to be with me for the rest of my life.

Girl: oh oh GUY ! I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR SO LONG! I WOULD HAVE NEVER DREAMT OF IT(: -giggles

Guy: well..is it a yes? - nervously

Girl: OF COURSE!! -kiss kiss kiss[ SO MUSHY!EEEE]

Guy and girl: i Love you (:

I love spring & flowers.

HELLO HELLO HELLO!

TOMORROW IS THE DAY!

CCIS! 20th DECEMBER 2005! PARAGON! 8pm TO 9.30!

Had dance today.

Before that, met Ashely, Jamie[ late-comer! hehe.], Sus, Dorothy, Tammy and Priscilla at Black Canyon for lunch. I figured out that we're making so much noise! But who cares. We're paying for the food!!

Went back to school. And Mordern dance was rehearsing and Chinese dance was having full-dress rehearsal.

Couldn't watch cause we had to practise and focuse on our dance MORE. Weiwei laoshi came to watch us dance. And she complimented us 'bout the dance! SHE'S SO NICE!

So we went on to pracitse for the last-minute-dance troup- singing at the back of the band thing. And then we went home.

Dad cooked ribs with coke! HAHAH. Tasted good. Yummy. OH and its!

DADDY'S AND MUMMY'S ANNIVERSARY! HEHE.

TOMORROW IS THE DAY! PEOPLE COME AND DON'T COME! HAHAHA!

I love spring & flowers.

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Full-dress rehearsal!


Cause you're beautiful and everyone knows it
And you're everything i want you to be
I got sunshine on my face
My smile shows it
Well it can't be wrong
Cause you're so right for me



Woke up late for church. So didn't go in the end.
Meet with Jamie, Ashley, Sus, Tammy, Yahui and more people at Farrer Road market.

Went back to school. Didn't do much. Started praticising.
And then head down for Full-dress reahearsal. It was good. Those little kids are so CUTE!
They dance like they just don't care. HAHAHA!

After that, headed down to macs to get dinner. It was hilarious.
Fountain in the middle of the carpark--- NOT MY THING!
You drive into the carpark and you see water splattering out of a thing! What immediately comes into your head?!

Ate reverso ice-cream. Elaine had no more reverso after i bought mine. So we shared. And guess what? The cups bigger now. And he gave me to the MAX! HAHAHA! SO NICE!

Went to Heeren to meet Angelica and Valentina.

SHOCKING NEWS CAME! AHHHHHHHH!!!!

Angelica and I headed down to paragon to catch KIM JI HAE perform! MAN! SHE'S ONE GOOD PERSON EH?!? The first thing she asked us was " WHY YOU COME?!!?"
We took ages trying to catch her attention. She seemed to be looking everywhere but us. HAHAHA! And we took many photos of her looking around. HEHE. The little korean kids were so cute! Their dance was great.

And Jihae sort of appeared SOLOIST! Angelica and I" JIHAE SINGING SOLO!!!! SO COOL!"
But we couldnt' hear her sing!! Pity. Her voice is great. HEHE.

Walked around Paragon. Got a drink. Sat down and starting talking about primary school.
Talking 'bout primary school, i kinda miss primary school. The fun and laughter we share everyday. The really stupid things we do during free-periods. The ponning of Mrs.gwee lessons.
It just makes me smile whenever i think of it. I miss you guys. The 6E class! YOU GUYS ROCK!<3

Angelica had to wait till 10pm. And i couldnt'. So i left. And i don't know what she did but yeah.
Caught a bit of legally blonde. I WANTED TO CATCH THAT SHOW! ARGH! HAHAHA.


Let's run away, name a place
Where the air tastes like rain
And the sun shines like Sunday morning
You bring your laugh and I'll bring my sense of humor
And we can the waste days, one week after another

I love spring & flowers.

Saturday, December 17, 2005

SOMEONE ENERTAIN ME!

I DON'T NEED HOLIDAYS IF THESE TYPE OF NIGHT DRIVES ME UP THE WALL!

I WANT TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL!


TO SLACK LIKE AFTER THE EXAMS. AND NOT STUDY!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

BEING ONLINE IS NOT ANY FUNNER! SIGH.

TOMORROW! GOING TO SCHOOL!

GOING TO HAVE SOME FUN! HEHE.

LAME LAME AND LAME!


How i wish you would be here on christmas night. Just telling me you love me.
And i'll return you with a hug and a kiss under the mistletoe.
After that, we'll celcerbrate christmas. Sitting under the stars.
Throughout the night, I'll be resting on your shoulders.
And you'll whisper in my ears once i open my eyes saying " I LOVE YOU and i'll never let you go"

I love spring & flowers.

Friday, December 16, 2005

On a friday morning, i woke up.

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in a lonely world,
A hidden note,
A secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.
I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
You don't even know my name,
You're too busy playin' games.
But I want you too know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.

Had to send my brother to cute little Douglas house. I felt like i was going to school. 'Cos his school is like 3 bus-stops away!

Anyway, the bus 174 uncle didn't want to stop for me. Sooo i had to wait for the next!

Went to mum's office and had to wait till 6pm so that we could go get dinner. [ could not find anyone to go out with me!] Sigh. Went to Petes Place at Hyatt Hotel!

WHOAH! SO GOOD! I ate some sort of pasta with lobster, scallops and prawns [ can't remember the name. hehe] IT WAS SO GOOD! Especially the lobster. The taste so great!

The restaurant was like so HIGH CLASS or something. It was peaceful. A place that maybe your boyfriend would bring you on a romantic anniversay dinner or something. Really nice.
NICE is including the BREAD they serve there! OH SO GOOD!!!

Went to Robinsons to shop since it is open to 12 midnight. But the only thing i bought was a 10 dollar earring. ON SALE! Everyone was crowding it like there was some free stuff there. ARGH.
Went home to catch the rainbow connection show. NOW. I find the last espisode so lame.
Jianyi is such a cheater. I hate him now.

ANYWAY! It's 6 days away till i go to KL for shopping! I shall SHOP till i DROP. It the only place where i shop peacefully. HAHA. I CAN'T WAIT. Going to take a 5 hours bus ride there.
But mum says that we can watch up to 3 movies. ON A BUS! There is a micro-wave. blah blah. Everything is so high-tech now. i'm so in love with it.

FULL- DRESS REAHEARSAL ON SUNDAY! REMEMBER!!!

I love spring & flowers.

Faith Hill--- WHERE ARE YOU CHRISTMAS?

Personally, my favourite christmas song this year.

http://www.youtube.com/?v=8iYqz53iMQ8

Where are you Christmas
Why can't I find you
Why have you gone away
Where is the laughter
You used to bring me
Why can't I hear music play

I love spring & flowers.

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

We weren't suppose to be behind. We just wanted to ruin the photo!

ANGELICA: IS THAT CHOCOLATE INSIDE? HAHAHA!



HEY FRIEND!
Valentina's boiled egg with pasta sauce.

I love spring & flowers.

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

HOW ARE YOU?

I'M SERIOUSLY BORED!

I WANT TO GO TO SENTOSA ALL OF A SUDDEN! IT JUST POP INTO MY HEAD!

SOMEONE?!? ANYONE!?

My conversation with Valentina:

mOOdy. (X2) [rawr! Hot Romeo! =D] rOOt bEEr? Hungry..=( says:
I'd rather be the stupid housewife
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
HAHAHAH!
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
go turn into a potential housewife
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
YEAH!
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
GO! GO! GO!
mOOdy. (X2) [rawr! Hot Romeo! =D] rOOt bEEr? Hungry..=( says:
everyday toast nuggets for him to eat cos i am a stupid housewife who wash clothes with chlorine.
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
HAHAHHAAH!
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
nuggets?
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
hmmm
mOOdy. (X2) [rawr! Hot Romeo! =D] rOOt bEEr? Hungry..=( says:
yah cos don't know how to cook proper meal what
mOOdy. (X2) [rawr! Hot Romeo! =D] rOOt bEEr? Hungry..=( says:
get it?
mOOdy. (X2) [rawr! Hot Romeo! =D] rOOt bEEr? Hungry..=( says:
STUPID housewife?
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
hahah
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
anyone who marries me.....
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
WILL...
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
NOT GET A GOOD LIFE
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
!!!
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
HAHAHA
mOOdy. (X2) [rawr! Hot Romeo! =D] rOOt bEEr? Hungry..=( says:
cos you are the stupid one who wash clothes with chlorine is it?
mOOdy. (X2) [rawr! Hot Romeo! =D] rOOt bEEr? Hungry..=( says:
ha ha aha hha
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
NO!
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
cause i don't do housework!
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
he must be rich enough.....
mOOdy. (X2) [rawr! Hot Romeo! =D] rOOt bEEr? Hungry..=( says:
smart what
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
to get a maid!
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
HAHAH>
mOOdy. (X2) [rawr! Hot Romeo! =D] rOOt bEEr? Hungry..=( says:
pay maid
mOOdy. (X2) [rawr! Hot Romeo! =D] rOOt bEEr? Hungry..=( says:
AHAHAHHAHAHA
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
yeah.
samantha What do you want for christmas? says:
must get at least 2
mOOdy. (X2) [rawr! Hot Romeo! =D] rOOt bEEr? Hungry..=( says:
it's PIG'S dream

I love spring & flowers.

Monday, December 12, 2005

Today.. was Phunque' it's REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY EARLY CHRISTMAS DINNER!

I signed my letter that I sealed with a kiss
I sent it off and just said this
I know exactly what i want this year

Went to Seoul Gardent to eat. 18 bucks! My money!!!
We took alot of food. And after that we found out that every 100grams of fod wasted------ COST 5 DOLLARS! We started eating and eating. And Angelica and I were the heartless people who decided to try the Shark meat. Tasted good but felt bad after that.

IT'S A FACT! THAT PEOPLE KILLS MORE SHARKS A YEAR THAN SHARKS KILL MEN! [ Grammer abit nuts but....]

Left after taking loads of photos. And making so much noise! HAHAHA!

Suppose to go to the esplanade. But in the end- we ended in Cine level 9. Sadly-- there was no DJ. So no music. I went home after that.

The stupid nine clock show! I can't wait till friday's espisode. Hate jianyi. Such a cheater! BLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH! NIGHTS people....

I really hope that you're on your way
With something special
For me in your sleigh
Oh please make my wish come true

I love spring & flowers.

Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back
Like a wake-up call

I'm seriously bored now. I can't think now.

Tonigjht------> Phunque' it christmas dinner.
Too early 'cause Roula's leaving on wednesday.
And everyone's going on holiday during the christmas break, Including me.
I'm going to get everyone presents. Remember to get it from me. Only maybe some of you will get it only when school reopens-- which is really really late. HAHA..

I can't wait to go to Malaysia. Time to shop for new year clothes!!! WOOOHOO!

Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself
When nobody else can help
Because you live
My world has twice as many stars in the sky

I love spring & flowers.

Saturday, December 10, 2005

Went to citylink at 11. Meet Phyllis, Jamie, Siyi, Ashley, Heitung and Sus.
THE LATE COMERS----> JAMIE AND SIYI.

Went to NYDC. Orderd 2 pizzas. Evantually- the bill was around 60 bucks.

Went on the SUPERBOWL AND COUNTRY CLUB. Siyi's wallet was "LOST" and she started the CHECKING OF ALL BAGS THING again. She started calling someone and things happened. SIGH...

Got into the pool. And they stared playing truth and dare at the baby pool. ARGH.
My dare was to catwalk. I dragged jamie along with me. HEHE.
Heitung and phyllis one was the worst. They had to take off their shirts for 10 seconds. Since they weren't in their costumes.

Went to the billard room for awhile. Siyi's mum came to fetch us to SINGAPORE SWINNING CLUB. And there- we went to get dinner. Played daytona! AND I'M THE OVERALL CHAMPION IN DAYTONA NOW! HAHAHA! JAMIE! I WON YOU! WOOHOO!
Then we went bowling. My group lost anyway. Lost by 6 points. It was a good and funny game.

Went to the playground. And i kept clinging to the swing. The swing made me so emotional on the inside and not the outside. Sigh.

ASHLEY, JAMIE AND I stayed over at siyi's place. Ashley and Jamie kept jumping in their seats and kept nodding their neads. As Luyi said- I'm the normal one. HEHE. Disney songs---> MY FAVOURITE!

And apparently, SIYI DOESN'T KNOW HER OWN KITCHEN! Whoever marries Siyi,
1st- prepare to do all the housework and be a really relaly good cook.
2nd- be able to hire a maid or hire maids to tidy up your house.
So it was only Ashley, Jamie and I cooking supper. And siyi? SITTING DOWN WATCHING TV! You are one lucky girl!

Jamie says she 's the ideal housewife and if *AHEM AHEM* marries her, he'll be the lucky man. We'll see about that. And around 1- we were found watching FRIENDS in the living room. Slept at around 2 plus with my contact lense on. GOSH! I was freaking scared that i won't be able to open my eyes the next day!

Watched CSI. And then I DO I DO! It's so damn funny. SING SANG SUNG. RING RANG RUNG. PING PONG PIANG! HAHAHAHA! Hilarious. I've come to a conclusion that maybe jamie had a terrible night last night and she'll never want to share a bed with Siyi if not needed too.. HAHAHA!

THAT'S IT!

I love spring & flowers.